fea, bread n shak?

"Fea, nk roti tak?"

so, I gave her a chocolate bun. She said "no" and pointed at the loaf of bread instead

As I gave her a slice of white bread, she said "shak,shak.." and said some other random sounds

I stared long and hard trying to comprehend what she's saying...muka dah berkerut2 ni...whilst she was explaining what she wants pon muka dia berkerut2 juga...

so I just stared at her silently until she pulled my hand and directed me to the kitchen...pointed at the fridge...so i opened the fridge door and let her get whatever she wants inside

she took out a bottle of strawberry jam...haha...so shak means strawberry? what do you think? =)

My Birthday Gift from my beloved hubby ~

I won't say much...just enjoy the pics... =)

Wah, besarnye kotak...apa di dalam

Tadaa~ benda ni la...tak padan dgn kotak besar...mahal byr pos jer..heh

Thanks back to you~

ehehe...sgt teruja...tapi tak boleh guna lagi...tunggu bb kuar dulu eh...

Dengan gadjet baru ni mudah2han boleh susukan adik fea sampai 2 yrs or maybe more...Ammmeeeeennnn...then simpan utk adik yg ketiga pula...hehe

So happy =)

Note: wait for the nest post ya...saya nk jual pump in style (PIS) bukan advance ye..

My 26th birthday

Hubby took us out for dinner at delicious, One Utama

Really loved the food

Sofeah was on her best behaviour

Even though it was my birthday but no pictures of me...hee

so enjoy the pics of food, fea n hubby.... =)

Love them both very much

I had beef lasagna hubby ate a sandwich i think...lupa suda~

Hmm sedapnye fea mkn...sepah dah

Year 2011~

It's barely a week in the new year but I'm already feeling the pressure because:-

• Just started my M.A class, yesterday was only the second class and I'm already down in tears(will explain later).
• Also taught Korean students, a bit challenging but managed to do it. Thank god it's only for 1 month
• need to go to work and then head for M.A class in the evening
• I really can't seem to manage my time yet. Trying to be a teacher, a student, a wife and a mother, I'm telling you it ain't easy(well that's why I cried last night)
• Feels like I have no time for my family but in fact they should be my priority

I really need to get life sorted out. I need to know when to spend time with sofeah, when to do the house chores, when to..well people say "menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai isteri", when to study and do my assignments and also class prep...pheww...owh yeah I need to cook for them as well and a baby is on his way~

I can't quit (my M.A that is, not my whole life). No way for me to quit. I just need to take it in slowly and do whatever I can. I mean, other mothers have done it before so why can't I. Just need to think positive and I know there is always a way for me to cope with all of this.

Alhamdulillah, I have a loving and understanding husband who I know will always be there when I need him. I am grateful as well that for the past month 1 did not work as I can spend the whole day with Sofeah, how I miss those days soo badly. I really hope sofeah understands that it's just going to be for a while (which I doubt she understands at all).

I need to sacrifice some things now for the future.

I've decided not to pursue my doctorate degree after my M.A because I know I can't have it all. What's important to me is my family. I want to be there all the time for my children in the future. Yeah I'm not that ambitious but at least I want my children to know I'm always there for them.

It really is difficult for me now and I pray everyday so that the next day will be easier. I'll cope somehow... Insya'Allah

2nd trip to KJMC

We were late for the appointment last night so we ended up to be the last. So we had to wait roughly1 hour before we could go in to see the doctor which is not bad as we had to wait 3-4 hours before. so it's ok

so when it was our turn to go in sofeah was so excited. She darted straight to the ultra sound machine. "baby, baby" she said as she pointed at the machine. Owh my gosh, my daughter can't wait to see the baby. she wants to be a big sister so bad I think. I don't even think she understands the situation anyway.

Before the doctor scanned we chatted a bit about my progress and the usual stuff. morning sickness and all.Then she asked about my skin, it's so dry(i don't know why, I've been putting a lot of moisturiser lately but it still remains the same...a bit ugly looking) . she asked whether it happened the last time i pregnant and i said, no. Then she said maybe the baby's sex is different this time and smiled...jeng2

Whilst the doctor was scanning my tummy, she took the usual measurement of the baby's head, femur and check whether the baby is rowing alright. then suddenly she spotted something and she showed me. "try and guess what that is" she asked. I was a bit blur so I asked her back "what is it?" she said "it the sex of the baby", me "it is?" so you all want to see it? look at the picture and try to guess what's the sex of our baby this time...hehe

Then I suddenly shouted out "eh bird!" hehe... my husband got a shock and looked closely at the screen. Fea got excited as well as she climbed on the bed and touched my belly. At that time i think she knows what is going on

Sunday, baking day.~ carrot walnut cheese cake

So last Sunday hubby was out for his part-time job. Whilst hubby was out for the day, me and Sofeah decided to bake. So these are the pics~ni anak ummi yang rajin menolong...kene grate the carrots. but we don't have one of those so kene chop sendiri la...huhue...penat juagak bab ni...6 batang carrot tau

Dah bosan menolong main pula...ni dah togel selepas habis tepung dia tumpahkan atas baju dan lantai.
Angkut pulak periuk dari dapur bawa ke depan..adoiyai

ni kek dah siap cume nk kene tak cheese creame on top...xde spatula, gune knife ikea pon ok la..hehe

tadaa~ tau tak cantik tapi sedap...hehe

celebration birthday sofeah di taska~

Celebration birthday sofeah kami tak buat besar-besaran. Cukup la hanya celebrate kat taska dan di rumah bersama keluarga terdekat. Insya'Allah tahun depan birthday sofeah kami akan jemput rakan2 yang sudah ada anak pula since ramai dah kawen.

So anyway, nak bercerita pasal birthday sofeah yang kami celebrate kat taska. Seperti biasa ada party packs and party hats. No games, nyanyi and kasi budak2 makan brownies(kurang manis dah pesan siap2) je. Then budak2 main la ape. Tak lama pon dok kat nursery tu, then balik. Owh we did snap pictures, will upload it soon.

Nak cerita pasal incident di taska. Ada budak perempuan dalam umur 3 - 4 thn kot, suka ikut hubby lepas tu peluk2 hubby. I biarkan je la. Bese la tu budak nak manja2. I pula layan baby2 yang ade kat situ plus layan fea. Tapi fea tau buat hal sendiri dan main2 dengan budak yang lain. Time budak perempuan tu hug hubby, fea pon ternampak then terus dia pon pegi hug ayah dia.

Suddenly the girl said, "haha, dia peluk. Dia ingt tu papa die kot".

hubby pon pelik and replied, "memang papa dia pun"

the girl: "huh? eh awak sapa?"

hubby: "ayah sofeah la"

the girl: "tapi sofeah dah besar"

Kelakarkan cerita ni. Even budak kecik pon see hubby macam muda sgt utk jadi bapak. I personally tak dengar the conversation. Bile hubby cerita balik sangat kelakar la. Maybe budak tu ingat I hire photographer kot...hehe

(pics later ye)