My Hospital checklist

The distance from our house to kjmc is just 5-10 minutes away but still I needed to pack a bag for the big day... The arrival of our prince(insya'allah)

So this is the list (for my reference and also my friends out there)

For me

1) Clothes , kain batik, tudung, socks and selipar

2) Dispo undies, maternity pad and nursing bra

3) Toiletries

4) Harmony breast pump and accessories

5) Breast shells

For Hubby

1) Kain pelekat, t-shirt n seluar pjg

2) Kamera

3) A book (whilst waiting in the labour room with me )

For Baby

1) 2 pasang baju, booties n mittens, a hat

2) Newborn diapers

3) Barut, bedung and selimut

4) Minyak telon (dah order 2 botol(Amway punye) dari kak hazu – sgt best…yang lain dah test, I dun like..hehe)

For Fea?

Maybe just a spare baju, diaper and milk but i don't think she'll be sleeping at the hospital with us. She'll sleep at the house with her aunty Jan.. one night saja bolehkan sayang....kesian pula anak ummi ni nanti...

Medela Pump in style breast pump for SsLe~

Here is the breast pump...if you are interested feel free to con

tact me @ farid_cheeky@yahoo.com

this is the bag....the pump is attached to the bag

Note: this is not pump in style breast pump advance

Included with the breast pump...a lot of bottles and extra breast shields

More pics of the breast shield

also included the adapter, battery pack(so you can pump anywhere), and car adapter (so you can pump in the car)

Reason for selling: hubby bought me a new pump =)

Price: SOLD (thanks to Daeng Erni)

thank you...price is negotiable

My new wallet from toteboutique

I needed a new wallet...so I opt for a handmade wallet this time...it looks nice and neat..here are some pics

Nice eh...you can order it from here http://tote-boutique.blogspot.com/

fea, bread n shak?

"Fea, nk roti tak?"

so, I gave her a chocolate bun. She said "no" and pointed at the loaf of bread instead

As I gave her a slice of white bread, she said "shak,shak.." and said some other random sounds

I stared long and hard trying to comprehend what she's saying...muka dah berkerut2 ni...whilst she was explaining what she wants pon muka dia berkerut2 juga...

so I just stared at her silently until she pulled my hand and directed me to the kitchen...pointed at the fridge...so i opened the fridge door and let her get whatever she wants inside

she took out a bottle of strawberry jam...haha...so shak means strawberry? what do you think? =)

My Birthday Gift from my beloved hubby ~

I won't say much...just enjoy the pics... =)

Wah, besarnye kotak...apa di dalam

Tadaa~ benda ni la...tak padan dgn kotak besar...mahal byr pos jer..heh

Thanks back to you~

ehehe...sgt teruja...tapi tak boleh guna lagi...tunggu bb kuar dulu eh...

Dengan gadjet baru ni mudah2han boleh susukan adik fea sampai 2 yrs or maybe more...Ammmeeeeennnn...then simpan utk adik yg ketiga pula...hehe

So happy =)

Note: wait for the nest post ya...saya nk jual pump in style (PIS) bukan advance ye..

My 26th birthday

Hubby took us out for dinner at delicious, One Utama

Really loved the food

Sofeah was on her best behaviour

Even though it was my birthday but no pictures of me...hee

so enjoy the pics of food, fea n hubby.... =)

Love them both very much

I had beef lasagna hubby ate a sandwich i think...lupa suda~

Hmm sedapnye fea mkn...sepah dah

Year 2011~

It's barely a week in the new year but I'm already feeling the pressure because:-

• Just started my M.A class, yesterday was only the second class and I'm already down in tears(will explain later).
• Also taught Korean students, a bit challenging but managed to do it. Thank god it's only for 1 month
• need to go to work and then head for M.A class in the evening
• I really can't seem to manage my time yet. Trying to be a teacher, a student, a wife and a mother, I'm telling you it ain't easy(well that's why I cried last night)
• Feels like I have no time for my family but in fact they should be my priority

I really need to get life sorted out. I need to know when to spend time with sofeah, when to do the house chores, when to..well people say "menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai isteri", when to study and do my assignments and also class prep...pheww...owh yeah I need to cook for them as well and a baby is on his way~

I can't quit (my M.A that is, not my whole life). No way for me to quit. I just need to take it in slowly and do whatever I can. I mean, other mothers have done it before so why can't I. Just need to think positive and I know there is always a way for me to cope with all of this.

Alhamdulillah, I have a loving and understanding husband who I know will always be there when I need him. I am grateful as well that for the past month 1 did not work as I can spend the whole day with Sofeah, how I miss those days soo badly. I really hope sofeah understands that it's just going to be for a while (which I doubt she understands at all).

I need to sacrifice some things now for the future.

I've decided not to pursue my doctorate degree after my M.A because I know I can't have it all. What's important to me is my family. I want to be there all the time for my children in the future. Yeah I'm not that ambitious but at least I want my children to know I'm always there for them.

It really is difficult for me now and I pray everyday so that the next day will be easier. I'll cope somehow... Insya'Allah