Aduhai anakku~

Ikutilah kisah anakku Nur Alya Sofeah disini

Ni favourite cartoon chracters fea

Sesuatu yang rambang~

Malas nak tulis English sebab tanak org yang tak berkenaan bace..heh

1) Earthquake di padang menakutkan sungguh. Dekat dah dengan Malaysia tue. Takleh nk imagine kalau kite in their shoes. Dah la I, hubby n fea kat 3 tempat berlainan(xde kaitan but just felt like writing this down)..huhue

2) Tiap-tiap pagi hantar fea ke nursery mesti rase berat hati. Sedih sangat. Bile fea nangis jer lagi sedih umminye. Fea skang dah pandai dakap ummi atau ayahnye(depends sape yang hantar die ke nursery) kuat-kuat sebab tanak pi nursery. Hari isnin hari paling susah skali sebab weekends die dah selesa dok ngn ummi dan ayahnye kat rumah.

3) Benar susuibu adalah yang terbaik utk bayi sampai umur mereka 2 tahun la max tapi ada jugak ibu-ibu diluar sana tak mampu nak susukan anak mereka dengan susu ibu. Dah guna macam-macam cara tapi still tak berjaya juga. Kesian juga kat mereka ni. Thus, kita jangan la cepat sgt nak mengutuk or nak pandang rendah and judge these mothers yang bagi susu formula kat baby. Mereka pon sayang baby diorg juga. Aku mengaku dulu aku juga bangga sgt dapat susukan anak dengan susuibu dan pandang serong jugak terhadap mothers yang bagi susu formula ni tapi sekarang tidak lagi since hubby tegur "awak dengan kawan-kawan awak ni(kawan forum) jangan la pandang rendah sgt. Bebile jer Allah boleh tarik balik nikmat tu baru tau, plus jangan la riak sangat, Allah tak suka. Biarla kita bersederhana" owh ok, these aren't exacly his words.

4) Semalam dan hari sabtu kami sekeluarga busy beraya here and there. Ntah kat mane2 ceruk tah kami pi. Susah betul nak cari rumah2 org2 ni. Dah la saya dan hubby ni buta jalan lagi susah la keadaanya. Semalam pi rumah kawan hubby kat segambut and lalu kat jalan mont kiara 3, masuk jer simpang tue "wah2 mewahnye kawasan ni, org dok kat sini sure kaya gile punye" then 500m kehadapan terus masuk slum area macam rumah setinggan la ape...terkejut kejap.."haih, pelik betul, macam mane bole kat luar td rumah mewah..hay ya...darjat berlainan yang ketara ni dok sebelah2 je". Hubby and me baru realize ntah kat mane2 ceruk pon ada orang duduk.heh.punye la dok kat dunia sendiri jer selama ni...ish2

5) Raya taun ni seronok la compared to last year sebab taun ni beraya dengan puteri sulung kami and saya pon ade energy nak pi berjalan merata. Last year kan saya mengandung so dok umah je la. Plus, last year sume barang and minyak mahal so tak ramai yang buat open house.heh

~SEAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN~

Kami sekeluarga ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin kepada semua.

Kepada sesiapa yang balik kampung tu berhati2 dijalan raya ye~

Ni first time fea beraya, excitednya, lagi2 fea dah pandai berjalan sekarang ni. sure laju je die kejar ayam2 dikampung. Can't wait! If ada gambar fea kejar ayam saya akan uploadkan disini.

##Insya'Allah kami akan bertolak ke kampung awal2 pagi esok, balik Rompin dulu yeh. then balik Pekan and last Kg. New Zealand.##

Milk production declining~

From the title you've guessed it. My milk production is running low. My stock in the fridge is running out. From around 50 bottles I have stocked up for the past month now what is left is around 10 bottles and I'm getting worried. Not that I did not drink a lot. I do, but I have to drink more than that lot because of the climate today. Fea drinks a lot too so that is why the backup supplies are also running low.

So what I have to do now is try harder to produce more. I have to eat a lot of other supplements for more milk. down here is the list of food I should consume. (source: susuibu.com)

Makanan yang menambah dan mengurangkan air susu ibu

Makanan Menambah atau Mengurangkan Susu Ibu

Sesetengah makanan memberi kesan kepada penghasilan susu ibu, sama ada menambah atau mengurangkannya... Jadi hati-hati apabila memilih makanan anda... Antara makanan yang mungkin menambah penghasilan susu ibu

* Makan banyak makanan mengandungi vitamin B seperti kekacang, dal.
* Kurma – makan begitu sahaja atau dihancurkan sedikit dan dimasukkan ke dalam susu panas.
* Jambu batu, betik – makan begitu sahaja.
* Lobak putih, peria – dijadikan jus atau sup.
* Sawi, kacang panjang, kacang buncis, jagung muda – goreng atau sup.
* Daun atau pucuk meranti masak lemak putih, tumis air atau goreng.
* Klorofil
* Chlorella
* Oat – dijadikan minuman, biskut, bubur atau salutan pada makanan sebelum dimasak.
* Madu – gunakan sebagai pemanis dalam minuman, sapuan pada roti atau cicah pada lempeng susu beroat
* Air longan – boleh beli longan kering dari pasaraya dan direbus sehingga kembang.
Longan kering salah satu bahan dalam air laichikang

* Red raspberry leaves – suplemen dari farmasi
* Halba – direndam dalam air mendidih atau dimasukkan ke dalam masakan.
* Habbatus sauda atau jintan hitam.
* Barli – air atau bubur barli.
* Pucuk manis – masak lemak bersama ubi keledek.
* Pucuk pegaga – dijadikan ulam atau jus.
* Jantung pisang dicelur atau masak lemak.
* Daun kucai – goreng bersama tauge dengan tauhu dan tempe.
* Pucuk betik atau bunga betik jantan.
* Air soya dan produk soya seperti tauhu, taufufa, tempe
* Air horlicks
* Susu dan produk tenusu
* Teh hijau jepun
* Makanan mengandung yis seperti roti, donut, tapai pulut dan sebagainya.
* Bawang putih mengandungi banyak sulfur yang bagus untuk sendi dan membantu penghasilan susu.
* Ubat homeopati.

Makanan yang perlu dielakkan

* Herba seperti Parsli,Peppermint, Sage, Oregano,
*Spageti bolognese? Sekali-sekala okey!

#thanks to mamaANA for listing it out#

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I'm just terrible~

This morning is the second time my daughter fell off our bed. I should have known better. I should have put her in her cot before doing other thing. After the incident she cried and when she has calmed down she was very quite. She didn't want to move. She just lay down. Maybe she was terrified. The fall shocked her. What I fear most is her health. I worry she might have broke her bones from the fall or the worse, bleeding in her brains. I fear for the worst. I'm a terrible mother. A crazy woman can do a better job at being a mother. I'm just down. Not a good day today. She deserves better. I'm a bad example.

Note for my dear daughter, Nur Alya Sofeah,

No matter how loud you cry and scream as a sign of protest when I or ayah put you in your car seat or your cot we will put on a deaf ear as we know that's the safest place for you. We love you soo much dear. I'll try my best not to neglect you in the future.

Your sorry mother,

*I feel like I've failed being a good mother. I've never felt so disappointed with myself like what I'm feeling now. I'll cry just thinking about it *

What have I been upto~

Alright. Here's the highlight of what's going on with my life up to date.

I've been very busy because I've just started teaching. The first day I came in, straight away they assigned me to a class to teach. I was at the state of shock. I have not taught a class ever and I was expecting for them to at least give me some training or an introduction before handing me the task to teach. Anyway, I had only 2 students and they're both good students. The class was ok. They also have their own textbook and workbook. So all I have to do is follow the book and play the tape. It's easy right. Yeah I know. Everyday I only have one class for 2 hours. It's alright isn't it. The times that I'm not teaching I'll just sit in the teacher's room and do some paper work and at times prepare for the next class.

Because I don't have any experience in teaching I have to go for a teaching course which runs for 4 Saturdays from 9am until 6pm in the evening. Yeah, it's tiring but it's ok I guess. On the bright side after I've completed this course I'll have a certificate in teaching and I can include this in the resume as well. Great huh. I just have to bare with it for only 1 month.

I'm now in the third week at my new job as a lecturer. My night classes has started. I need to teach from 6.30pm until 8.30pm every Wednesday and the next day I'll get a half day off. Yippy. I can spend some time with my daughter at home. The time I'll be looking forward to every week. Now we're coming close to mid-semester. Guess what I'm busy with? Yeah that's right. I have to make questions for their mid-semester exams. huu~

It's been a pleasure working at the new place as my colleagues are great. All very supportive and we act as a big family here. It's very different from the place I worked before where everybody talks in Mandarin except me and every meeting they have they'll exclude me because it's easier to conduct the meeting in mandarin compared to conducting it in English. Here I feel like I have contributed something everyday rather than sitting at the office and stare at the computer until office hour ends. yeah , that's what I've been doing for the whole year last year.

As for now, I just go into the class and teach for 2 hours, then once a month we have to go on a field trip, there are also classes in the multimedia lab where I just assign them their assignment in the course ware whilst I browse the Internet for the 2 hours and every Friday we have a practical class where we play games and watch the movies. You might think it's easy (not that it's not) it's just the paper work I have to do at the office is quite taxing. Hate it. Once in a while my colleague will complain about the amount of paper work we have to do. He always says that this college likes to butcher trees because we're wasting a lot of paper doing these stuff. Why can't we just key in the computer. Saves time and space at the same time but nooo,they still want paper.

Here is the picture of me at the CITC (Certificate In Teaching Course) class.


Smile Always~ =)

HAppy Mothers day to me?~

I'm a mother now~
Didn't realize it until someone wished me Happy mother's day..
and now I'm one of the mother being celebrated on mothers day..
because I'm now a mother

Owh I couldn't believe it~
I'm a mother now!
HOw time flies and in the past I never thought of being a mother so soon..

So anyways HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ME and ALL THE MOTHERS around the GLobe~