Thursday, February 12, 2009
It's not easy
Not easy being a wife, a mother and a working mother all together.
Sure one can cope but I'm just saying it's not easy.
You have to be patient most of the time.
You don't know the meaning of tired anymore.
All you do is keep going and do the same routine everyday.
Sure sometimes your tired, sleepy, hungry but you put everything aside trying not to be selfish to attend to your husband and child mainly because you love them soo much.
Everyday waking up at 3.30am to feed your child then wake up again to pump out the milk for your child. Sometime in between 6 - 7am change your child's diaper, get ready for work, make breakfast and feed your child again then of to work. During lunch time is another pump session. At home by 6pm and feed the child again until the child. by 8pm need to get dinner ready and at ten sterile the bottles for the next day. You'll be in bed by 10.30pm because of the exhaustion.
Even said so, all the things that you've done people still say that you're selfish, self centered, boring, lembab, selalu meminta tak pernah cukup(always asking), countless of times being shouted at and even say some stuffs that just meant to hurt you but they did not intend to do it in the first place.
All you can do now is just be patient, keep quite and don't argue because at the end of the day you'll get hurt even more. Sometimes it's better to keep them all to yourself.
The only thing that keeps you going is your husband and your child.
Lucky you to have the person you love with you everyday.
I solute to mothers out there who is a wife, a mother, a working mother and a student.