Friday, April 10, 2009

My emotions~


Can I do things that I want to do for a change?
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I hate this feeling called guilt and conscience~
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I'm not happy~
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I'm torn in between~
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I have to satisfy everybody? impossible~
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I want my way~
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Tired
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Exhausted
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I need rest
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Hate working on Saturdays~
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Need more time to spend with my NEW family~
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I have a new family now
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My obligations now is towards my husband n my family
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Feel like flying away
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I need a holiday
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but that's just running away~
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I feel like crying
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but it won't help much
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Every time i tried to escape there's always something pulling me back
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I don't want to carry this burden anymore
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Why can't they understand~
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They need to let go~
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otherwise forever my conscience will bug me
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and never will I rest in Peace~

~~UNhappy Me~~

1 comment:

Dearests; Matt and Anis said...

Walaupun keluarga "lama", sometimes you have to put your foot down.

Banyak sabar ya, dear.

InsyaAllah all will turn out right.

*hugs*

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